Beyond the Illusion

Two Maps

We’ve been created to know God. Most lives are shaped by a map that points outward, to religion, to family, to culture, and we learn to navigate by those landmarks. But that map is not the full territory. Beyond it lies another direction: a gentle, radical turning toward the living presence of God.

From the moment we accept the body as self, the world appears to harden into “reality.” Society becomes the measure, family becomes identity, and the stories we inherit become the rules we follow. We mistake those inherited stories for truth. They teach us to worship images, doctrines, and authorities carrying measurements for self-identity in matter.

We were born with a compass inside, but we were taught to ignore it. The maps we inherit point outward; God points inward.

We make religion, family, and reality our common sense, but it’s an illusion living as one level of consciousness out of an infinite. To live beyond the illusion is to unlearn a lifetime of assumptions.

The Birth of the Lower Mind

Without a greater awareness, we develop the idea of life, making the idea of self someone we think, is who we are. We are not our thoughts; they are created light already existing in the universe’s idea for this one level of consciousness to experience itself in matter.

We are not the body; the body is like a suit of clothes we put on and take off in every life. We are the conscious energy inside the body. Just as God is of no form and of all form, so are we.

“The body we cling to is a community of lives we cannot even see.”

If we could see the countless bacteria covering our skin and living within us, we would recognize that the “self” is not who we are but a transitory idea, a temporary construction for this one level of consciousness to experience itself in matter. Consciousness is all we are, and it is a continuous, living level that experiences matter for eternity, building in matter, Heaven on earth as we consciously evolve into Love. 

When we make the body the self and society the measure of reality, we place all meaning and attachment in matter. The idea of self then becomes a “somebody,” and that somebody must satisfy the mind’s own image of what it means to be good.

Here is where the lower mind is born. We invent the self which needs defending and identities that require judgment. The harder we try to be a “good somebody,” the more judgment clings to us; comparing, defending, evaluating who we think we are. The mind sinks into earthly ideas of approval and status, shaping identity in matter so that others might like us.

“The lower mind is born in the effort to defend an invented self.”

The mind’s level is ego and satan. Both work hand in hand with each other for carrying matters level. Satan complements the ego by continually building pathways to it in life. We find ourselves surrounded by a narrative, always trying to live, feeling “something.” That “something” always arrives at the ego’s doorstep. The twisting of ideas that sustain the ego are the ones that foster the preference to “feel something.”

“The body is a suit; consciousness is the traveler.”

We keep stories living solely through wanting to feel. Human thinking is a felt idea before the word occurs. We feel before we think. The ideology surrounding thought is far beyond this world’s idea of thought. We don’t measure how a story was in us to begin with, about living. The idea of Spirit and characterizations of being don’t live in science and won’t. The level of science will always be matter’s level, and the level of life will sit with God. 

Human thinking in stories places incessant thinking as the dreamer in life. We incessantly jump from one thought to the next, characterizing our narrative, never living outside of it, in order to know the Truth. We surmise Truth within it while being asleep. 

The lower mind is the storyteller of life. Thinking is the temporal level and fades when we leave the body. We make life as real as it is and weave ideas of self through it.

Conscious Energy — The Fabric of the World

Consciousness is all that is alive. Matter itself is a nothingness, only existing in consciousness. The fabric of the world is Conscious Energy, a living race of Heaven. They are the unseen intelligence that is the mass, force, velocity, levity, and temperature within all matter. They are the unseen intelligence that animates form and gives reality its measurable qualities at every level of consciousness.

Human photosynthesis is the light of matter with hundreds of trillions and trillions of energies moving for temperature to consist within a period of idealizing matter. 

God is keeping measure of the atom for human beings to assign the atom’s purpose and the livingness of the particle.

“Matter is only the echo of consciousness made visible.”

Reality as a Narrow Corridor

Reality is both library and idealization. It is only one level of thinking out of an infinite, and it exists solely within one level of consciousness out of an infinite. The mind moves in incessant thought, continually shaping light so that matter can appear and function.

Our thought system carries only the light of Love in consciousness, yet it perceives no more than a narrow corridor, a single hallway among infinite realms we could awaken to.

The Library of Created Light 

 The library we awaken into at birth is not random; it is a library of created light, authored by God, hundreds of billions of years alive. Out of His idealizing of human consciousness, He shapes the algorithms that give form to our world.

We’re living in human photosynthesis, idealizing the world through the words that create it. In 1AD they didn’t idealize atoms, hydrogen, satellites, microwaves, cars, airlanes, ice cream, and many other words. Reality was real and living at another level of consciousness because the words only existed at that one level of idealizing.

We’re in a dream but have no way to know it. When the veil is broken, it’s because we hear God. Until then, only our narrative is feeding perspectives we believe are real.

No one is going to find the road to leave the illusion as long as they are woven inside of it and walk it as life. Ego, satan, and the little person keep lower earthly energy as a thought system when we place meaning and attachment in matter. Self is the representative we shape to live a story through.  

Society as reality is the backdrop for carving light to God. It’s the placeholder of ideas that swim in either shallow or deep water. Society-as‑reality is only a scaffold, a temporary stage on which the Soul practices sight. Its purpose is not permanence, but contrast: a backdrop that helps us notice which thoughts bring light and which dim it. We are here to move beyond this world, to outgrow inherited certainties, and to awaken to the wider field of Heaven on Earth.

Consciousness is the light thought that emerges from. Consciousness is eternal, and thought is temporal. When we leave the body, every idea of who we thought ourselves to be, family was, and reality…all fade. It never lives again. This is a quick trip in matter experiencing one level of consciousness out of an infinite.  

The Quiet Call Within

A deeper call lives in every Soul, but it speaks in whispers the ego cannot hear. Our days are filled with self‑chatter: the mind’s narrator rehearsing memories, polishing plans, defending its image of “someone.” As long as that voice dominates, the quieter wisdom beneath remains hidden.

No one can detect the illusion. Only by hearing God’s voice do we leave it. To notice this deeper call, we pause the incessant thinking. The space beyond thought is the light of knowing. When we step back from the stream of words, another current appears: gentle, spacious, guiding. This is the Soul’s language.

The ego fears silence because the ego relies on noise to remain center stage. It measures worth by comparison, security by control, identity by constant narration. Yet the Soul does not need to be someone; it needs only to be attentive. When self‑chatter quiets, even briefly, the deeper call surfaces like a distant bell, simple, steady, impossible to ignore. Answering it requires no doctrine, only willingness. 

The walk is towards God, and the door is Christ.