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Call to me, and I will answer, giving the light of Heaven in your life for eternity. –God

We come into a world already existing. Consciousness is all that is alive, and the narrator is being shaped. The narrator is one level of thinking, idealizing life to be something. It’s the lower mind’s way of surviving and becoming.

We don’t carry depth with God to know Spirit as our nature, and instead, what is at face value becomes the idea of life. The mind is a tool for matter and not the Truth of life. It only delivers what we can upster up/think of as life. A very big difference is living between what we think is life and what life is. 

The brain is a processor trying to find adequate ideas of knowing and not knowing while constantly slipping out of the present into the past and future. We don’t stand present in this very moment. We already stand to idealize the future. The mind is a tool for matter and constantly keeps us thinking incessantly, jumping from one thought to the next. 

Every idea is out of lower earthly energy. Light is something different and only shows when we build substance and depth. 

From the moment we accept the body as self, the world appears to harden into “reality.” Society becomes the measure, family becomes identity, and the stories we inherit become the rules we follow. We mistake those inherited stories for truth.

We make religion, family, and mainstream ideas into reality, but it’s an illusion, living as one level of thinking and being, made up of interpretation and what is thought. The weave that makes reality is from the storyteller, not God. 

We live in free will and can make up anything we want in life, bring it into being, and call it fact and real, but it’s not. Nothing we can substantiate as reality actually is reality. We were created and live in something, and that something is far from our knowing. 

To live beyond the illusion is to unlearn a lifetime of assumptions and taught ideas.

Awareness

Awareness is a key figure in thinking, but is elusive from lower earthly energy. We have too many ideas about life permeating our awareness at any one time to discern the Truth. Awareness slips into perception, and perception slips into self-identity in matter.

The honor code we have is already a dirty lens through which ego and self-serving thoughts are viewed. No one is standing in the clarity of light to know God, and instead, we live in religions, ideologies, and anything that makes us feel like we know Him. We can easily substantiate knowing and not knowing with material items, and very seldom live without that backup conception of certainty. 

We mark our idea of truth with matter. Matter is a nothingness only existing in consciousness. Only the observer can name it, and therefore, only the observer can sit in illusions. The escapades we walk through in belief and non-belief are solely based on the perspective of what is accepted as ideas to carry.

We’ve been going along with what is here since childhood and only see the world through eyes that have been taught to see exactly what we think we see. Kindergartens, elementary schools, middle schools, and high schools did their job. We definitely believe only in what our eyes tell us is real, but vision is an isolated projection of awareness. We can’t call God and make Him live, breaking our reality. 

The reality we have is sustained 99.9% of the day is by everything in life we know as life. Nothing in our vicinity is fake. We’re not seeing micro-organisms covering the world. We see only what we think and in comfort. No one sees bacteria crawling out of their eyes. The human being with brown hair and blue eyes is how we know humans, not with bacteria covering our skeletal faces. 

The idea of the human is a face-value one, not true to our existence. Science didn’t know the illusion until these writings, and from here on, it becomes a mainstay in science for development in living with other races. The light of knowing God exists, beckons human idealizing to mature. 

Self Doesn’t Exist

Without deeper awareness, we develop the idea of self as someone we think we are. We are not our thoughts; they are created light already existing in the universe’s idea for this one level of consciousness to experience itself in matter.

We are not the body; the body is like a suit of clothes we put on and take off in every life. We are the conscious energy inside the body. Just as God is of no form and of all form, so are we. We are Spirit. 

“The body we cling to is a community of lives we cannot even see.”

If we could see the countless bacteria covering our skin and living within us, we would recognize that the “self” is not who we are but a temporary construction for this one level of consciousness to experience itself in matter. Consciousness is all we are, and it is a continuous, living level that experiences matter for eternity, building in matter, Heaven on earth as we consciously evolve into Love. 

When we make the body the self and society the measure of reality, we place all meaning and attachment in matter. The illusion lies in this concept: Life at matters level is real because I can experience it through my senses and it’s tangible. Where we miss the illusion is in the thought behind the eyes, in dream-wandering. 

The thought we carry is in a filter, and that filter made reality out of nothing but fragmented perspectives that never knew Truth. We can hold a cup, and we believe it’s real because we can. The cup is another level, and it’s living more in algorithms than anything else. On many fronts, it’s amazing that human photosynthesis can carry the temperature to shape it at all. 

The cup isn’t matters level; it’s light we know as a cup. At creation level it’s a bunch of pulses and motions. 

Thinking is the temporal level and fades when we leave the body. 

Conscious Energy 

The fabric of the world is Conscious Energy, a living race of Heaven. They are the unseen intelligence that is the mass, force, velocity, levity, and temperature within all matter. They are the intelligence that enlivens form and gives reality its measurable qualities.

Human photosynthesis is the light with hundreds of trillions of energy levels moving to keep the temperature consistent over a period of idealizing matter. Celestial Light is Heaven’s level at the tip of every thought, making it into something that can be lived. 

Reality is a Narrow Corridor

Reality is both library and idealization. We come into the world already existing, and something is here to call life. 

It is only one level of thinking out of an infinite, and it exists solely within one level of consciousness. We carry knowing and not-knowing into our comfort zone, and that builds narrow corridors in our thinking. Ego is the gardener making sure the corridors stay living for living through them. 

We think in narrow corridors, believing we know more than what we believe to be life. 

The Quiet Call Within

A deeper call lives in every Soul, but it speaks in whispers the ego cannot hear. Our days are filled with self‑chatter: the mind’s narrator rehearsing memories, polishing plans, defending its image of “someone.” As long as that voice dominates, the quieter wisdom beneath remains hidden.

No one can detect the illusory when they are part of the story. The deeper call starts to loosen it; we pause the incessant thinking. The space beyond thought is the light of knowing. When we step back from the stream of words, another current appears: gentle, spacious, guiding. This is the Soul’s light.

The ego fears silence because the ego relies on noise to remain center stage. It measures worth by comparison, security by control, identity by constant narration. Yet the Soul does not need to be someone; it needs only to be attentive. When self‑chatter quiets, even briefly, the deeper call surfaces like a distant bell, simple, steady, impossible to ignore. Answering it requires no doctrine, only willingness. 

The walk is towards God, and the door is Christ.